The Secret.

I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.  I can do everything through him who gives me strength. Philippians 4:11-13

Oh friends…. What a turn of events.

Just a quick update… as many of you know, the past twelve years God allowed me the gift of building a business with Rodan and Fields. It was a whirlwind of excitement, joy, growth, serving, coaching, helping, momentum, development, laughter, and more more more! Oh golly. It was a BLAST. I loved all the PRECIOUS women who came alongside for the journey! God – you were right there with us. Every step we made!! We learned so much!

And as of last Monday, we learned that the company unexpectedly restructured compensation. Which means, for thousands of people, we are now without salary. It is just that simple.

So. A couple of things. Well maybe a few.

1. Yes I have wept – hard. I have lost sleep. I have been (and still am) in shock. This is more than a decade of my life, just over without warning. And that feels like a sudden death. It is.

2. We are having the pivot and pivot fast. Thankfully, we have always lived simply in spite of whatever income we made. I grew up in a rural town in East Tennessee, shopping at discount grocery stores with my single mom. Principles of frugality are ingrained inside of me and I have never steered from them. Even in seasons of abundance.

3. I have chosen to NOT go into another business. Many opportunities naturally presented themselves after the announcement. Other companies have made a place for our teams to come and thrive. I have chosen NOT to do this – and I am firm in my decision. The reason? This is not where God’s leading. It’s just that simple. But!! I am SO excited for those who chose to rebuild. GO! Do it with Jesus! Have fun! Be blessed!! Make money! Build teams! I pray He anoints every effort!! I love you all!!

4. I am not sure exactly what God has for me …. but this I do know – it will be ministry related. You all know me. This right here…. writing, speaking, teaching…. this is my HEART. Brent and I have been in ministry since 2004. Campus Crusade for Christ at the University of Tennessee is where it all began! Brent has since earned a Master’s of Marriage and Family Counseling, is one of the pastors of a local church, I have had the blessing of leading women conferences in my city and surrounding counties, I am just months away from completing my certification as a Spiritual Director – can not WAIT for this. Even building a business, I never could abandon my first love… igniting passion for Jesus in the hearts of others. This is my life mission.

5. I am not afraid. What we are facing is a bit daunting, yes. We are changing a LOT of things. But y’all…. this was part of my journey from the START. When I began in June of 2012, God KNEW this was how it would end. I find GREAT comfort in that. So I will not fear. No reason.

Paul knew the “secret” to contentment – Philippians 4:11-13.

But friends, it isn’t a secret at all……

He could do both prosperity and poverty… little and lots…. plenty and great need… EVERYTHING through CHRIST – his source of strength.

It isn’t cliche. This is true.

And so can I. SO CAN WE.

The greek translation of this “secret” passage is the word myeō and means “whatsoever be my lot I can endure.”

I will endure this lot.

Why? Because the promises of God are TRUE. Goodness and mercy follow me ALL the days of my life. He goes before us to prosper our way. He NEVER leaves or forsakes us.

In seasons which we don’t know much… let us lay hold of what we DO KNOW.

And that is HE IS GOOD. HE IS HOLY. HE IS WORTHY. And HE IS HERE.

So why be afraid?

I am so excited to have MORE time here with you. I have missed having time to write. I am not sure blogs are even read much anymore… but I do love this little screen and love knowing some of you are still on the other side. At least my daddy is! Hi daddy! 🙂

So. Here we go. Into the great unknown.

Jesus… we love you. Thank you for humbling yourself – coming in the appearance of a man and in obedience chose to die a criminal’s death on a cross. There is NO other picture of humility like this. If you can do THAT, we can do anything. You are our STRENGTH. You are the SECRET. Thank you for revealing yourself to us. Thank you for your presence with us. You are everything to me. And It’s in your ALMIGHTY NAME that we pray. Amen.